Tuesday, 21 January 2014

Traumatic experience of war, demon inhabitation & possession and plusible treatment


Introduction

In preparation of this paper, it is reminded that I had a severe car accident five years ago. In order not to be late for my night shift as a security guard, I took an adventurous turn at the end of enduring yellow right. While I was physically fine and it appeared that I was not damaged at all, the passenger area of my car was seriously damaged wherein the write-off was established. But, one day after I had the car accident, I experienced as if the electricity was in flow inside of my left fifth finger. When I went to the clinic, a doctor’s medical explanation went like this; Once external impact befall on us, our body is supposed to absorb the impact, starting reorganizing our internal structures such as bones, muscles and ligament and make re-adaptations to our daily physical activity in ineffective or painful way. In my case, the intervention of physiotherapy was quickly established before the impact my body absorbed had a drastic influence on the multilayer of muscles, bone, and other bodily components. The opportune intervention of medical aid relived me of initial symptom of chronic headache, which may develop into the endless pain in my neck until my death.

The reason why I share my story is that the development and impact of traumatic event on the human psyche or the healing of the exposure to traumatic period have lots of similarities with my personal experience. In this paper, it is explained that why the traumatized, especially those who have war experiences, have the significance of cause in the context of pastoral counseling. With detailed explanation of symptoms and analytical approaches, the in-depth examination of stages and skills of counseling will be demonstrated. And finally, how an application of the spiritual and biblical approaches can be effective will be talked about.

 

 

Significance of the trauma and symptoms of war-related trauma

A hazardous event or period, which might be another name of traumatic experience, always creates crisis. In times of crisis, it is commonly presumed that the traumatized experience mental health problems. That is to say, from a hierarchical perspective, the prevention of traumatic event does make the crisis intervention unnecessary. Furthermore, the crisis intervention does not restore the internal components of individuals prior to the aftermath of traumatic events. Despite this fact, when potential symptoms are met by the pastoral counselor in a timely manner, the outcome differs in a positive way, which is consequently better than the absence of traumatic events. In this context, it seems that the opportunity for crisis intervention is restricted in combat environment compared to those who experience the traumatic event in the general society.

And in combat environment, the commonly accepted standard and values become distorted. In other words, many types of abuse or cruel activities are easily imaginable. Judith says “To many veterans, it reminded them of their exploitation of women during the war.”[1] And the relationship among comrades is very different from every relationship we can experience in our society. Judith says “The veterans’ remembrances of the comradeship they had with other men in their units revealed that this form of love still` existed for these veterans.”[2] Based on this, it seems that the intensity of cohesive bond among comrades is unimaginably strong. In this specific nature of relationship, it is very likely that the witness of sudden death by enemy’s attack among comrades would shake the layers of internal elements in an individual in a more destructive way than any other traumatic events happening in a regular society.

It is evident that in a war environment, unexpected events may occur, which put individuals into vulnerable situations which do not give them the option to either “flight” or “fight.” The repetitive encounters of these types of vulnerable situations, if intensively and extremely experienced by the veteran, becomes the significant provider of mental problems. Deborah states “when neither fight nor flight seems possible, the physiological response of the body is to freeze.”[3] When an extremely painful event happens to an individual, it seems that the forcible shut-down of physiological component or the separation of one element in our internal layer becomes compartmentalized. Even if this mechanism seems God’s technical invention for immediate pain relief, the experience would in most cases lead to the disastrous progress in layers of elements in comrades which causes Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). The term of PTSD is defined by Judith as

“anxiety disorder including three symptom clusters: re-experiencing the trauma through nightmares, flashbacks, or intrusive memories; autonomic hyperactivity, such as exaggerated startle response, night sweats, and irritability; and avoidance symptoms, including social isolation, restricted range of emotion, and absence of intimacy in relationship.”[4]

The symptoms of PTSD seem to gain more strength by the aid of temporal pain-proof system in war situations.  Deborah states “the capacity of the mind to dissociate like this may reduce the immediate pain and horror of the event, but it does so at a high cost. Studies now demonstrate that people who enter a dissociative state at the time of the traumatic event are among those most likely to develop long-lasting PTSD.”[5]

It is very likely that the dichotomy of dissociation of the body and mind can be observed in other traumatic events such as sexual victims, violence victims and intense physical abuse. But, the destructive combination of these three categories is more clearly seen and accepted in the war-related environment than in other environments. This indicates that war-related trauma is one of the hardest cases. Lynn and Barbara state that “veterans who experienced war-related traumatic events exhibited significantly more symptoms than those who experienced non-war traumatic events.”[6] Furthermore, all these symptoms start arising when soldiers are experiencing readjusting processes from being on the battle fields to becoming civilians in their own country. Stephen affirms that “the symptoms arise after discharge as the tensions produced from readjustment to civilian life increase to a level threatening adjustment.”[7] It seems that the adjustment previously done by an individual in war-related environment overwhelms the readjustment the veteran tries to achieve by becoming a civilian.

At this stage, distorting values which are generally accepted in the war environment becomes the powerful barrier for the adjustment from war veterans to civilians. It seems that if one individual is highly capable and qualified for the survival in war-related environment, it means they will be paying a higher price for the adaptation to becoming civilian. Deborah says “those honored for bravery in war may suffer repetitive nightmares or else wreak terrible violence on their families as they struggle with mental pain.”[8] It is evident that all the abnormalities arising from the traumatic events in the war-related situations and survivor guilt become “a kind of seething cauldron beneath the surface, ready to burst forth in a symbolic re-enactment of the original horror, often with tragic results.”[9]

                Therefore, it is evident that pastoral counselling is necessary to deal with patients that have either PTSD linked with the traumatic events or survivor’s guilt.  This is because it combines the counseling skills and strategic application of counseling with the therapeutic alliance formed from a counselling relationship with the patient.  Thus, it is arguable that pastoral counselors are the most effective in helping people traumatized of war since they do not focus on only one method of intervention but combine both.

                                                                                                                                                                                          

 

A recommended model of pastoral counseling

Based on the nature of war, the immediate intervention of crisis in the war environment is not readily available compared to other traumatic events in the civilian society. It is very evident that the intervention of pastoral counseling can only be established when the traumatized are experiencing the ineffective coping. That is to say, the toxin of traumatic events had already established the destructive territories within the layers of an individual in comparison to the situation where immediate intervention of counseling aid is accessed. This initial condition formulated by war-related trauma experiences would ask pastoral counselors to spend more time and energy than other cases in terms of “establishing rapport and developing a therapeutic relationship.”[10] Instead of using any skills and techniques rapidly, it is likely that effective silence, patience and tenacious calmness are highly required in the initial establishment of therapeutic alliance while “remembering the maxim that “the slower you go, the faster you get there.”[11]

Once the initial stage is established, “the beginning point in intervention following trauma is inviting the individual to relate the facts regarding the trauma event.”[12] At this time, it seems that the pastoral counselor must be careful when passing through the exploration phase due to the acute toxin that war survivors have in their intense narratives. “As the survivor thus processes a piece of the trauma, the atmosphere of the interview becomes charged, and may trigger unexpected emotional reactions, both in the narrator and in the interviewer.”[13] Being fully emphatic would be very challenging without being judgmental. Perhaps, it might be that the internal world of pastoral counselors would be shaken or experience the counter-transference. So, the strategic use of a pause during the session should be established at the discretion of pastoral counselors because of the probable impact the counselees have on the layers of counselors.

At the same time, the action stage can be facilitated by helping veterans readjust to their civilian life. In case of war-related traumas, the action stage is “environmentally settlement” based and not “insights” based. Because traumatic symptoms are reported during the transitional phase from previous adjustment of war-based environment to the adaptation to the civilian life, it seems ideal that the combination of exploration stage and action stage by helping civilian life should be established. Stephen expresses that “a mature pastor can provide a relationship that will aid the veteran to work through his readjustment to civilian life.”[14] In the implementation of differentiated action stage, it seems obvious that the settlement of new environment should be emphasized more than the arousal of action stage which has a foundation of new insights and interpretation related to traumatic events. In addition, if it is possible, it is highly recommended to collaborate with the community center or organize a certain group at churches. It is very likely that the success of discharged soldiers transitioning into settlement as civilians stimulates the focus on the treatment of traumatic events. In other words, frustrations in becoming civilians may worsen the trauma-related symptoms or distract counselees from focus of treatments.

On top of that, it is very plausible that healing groups such as Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) can be an effective model for war-related veterans at either churches or communities. If a “combat is a group experience that leads to stress and frequently to personal disruption,”[15] the assertion that the different type of group dynamics can contribute to the healing of an individual should be accepted. Even if it seems somewhat challenging to build the cohesion among veterans, the certain period of war-related experiences can become a common and very powerful denominator which causes them to share a solid bond. In this healing group, if those who had similar experiences emotionally in acute situation of war show the strong emphatic agreement, one traumatized individual would feel relieved in a different way compared to the way they would in a session with the counselor who has had no experience of war. That is to say, the void that is not taken care of in the clinical and individual setting can be filled up with healthy people who passed through the traumatic experiences of war. Furthermore, it can be conceivable to establish a Bible study group which help them facilitate spiritual awareness and exploration of emotions among veterans. It seems that reflection of the Biblical scriptures related to the traumatic experiences can be one of methods which help veterans narrate the secret locked up inside. More importantly, spiritual issues in this setting such as “forgiveness, letting-go and anger at God”[16] can be accompanied by interpretation of unspeakable events.

At this point, it is very likely that the support of church is required since the use of biblical scriptures is unthinkable in the clinical setting. Even if the counselor is a faithful Christian, it is expected that many realistic barriers would impose on the counselor so that biblical applications may not be permitted. Furthermore, it is evident that the assistance of intercessory prayer can be a determinable factor in helping the traumatized of war. Although it seems unrelated, as a Christian, the pastoral counselor needs to obtain those who can pray for the intervention of God, for the prayer seems to be the main source for the healing occasionally.

 In Acts 12, Peter experienced the miraculous escape from prison due to the passionate prayer of many people. Even if the prison in this passage is of itself a physical prison, it can be interpreted that the prison has various meanings which includes incapacitated people in terms of the obstacle preventing all internal components from being integrated. It is strongly believed that as pastoral counselors, we need to leave the veterans in the hands of God by persistent pleading despite the uncertain scenario in which only God knows the outcome, while all the intellectual approaches and technical skills are launched.

 

 

Critical reflection on the integration of spiritual resources

                In biblical scriptures, it is observable that there are many people of God who experienced the period of traumatic events. Biblically speaking, it is often heard among Christians that they were experiencing the “phase of wilderness” or entering the “school of wilderness.” When they successfully graduate from this unique school of God, they showed the depth of character which can never be molded through secular methods. At this point, it is really intriguing to see that the traumatic events are the most important resources for curriculum at the school of wilderness. The problem is that the rate of failure at the school is significantly high. From a perspective of spiritual journey, it is highly indicative that many Christians experience a lethal temptation during the period of wilderness. Bidwell says

“Trauma victims and their families face a variety of temptations in the wilderness of the trauma experience. They may be tempted to reject or condemn God for what has happened; to put all of their hope in medical technology and physicians; to see continued life, at whatever cost, as the only good option; to value their life and loved ones more than they value God; to cling to material possessions; and to invest themselves in many other “minor gods” and idols. One man I worked with told his dying wife several times that he was going to put their wrecked truck in the front yard so she could see what she did to the truck he worked so hard to purchase. A 21-year-old man whose father hung himself and survived told me: “If my father doesn’t recover completely, with no brain injury, I’m going to lose my faith. I’ll know God doesn’t answer prayers.” A woman whose husband was in critical condition after a motorcycle accident said, “He’s the only reason I’ve got to live. He makes everything worthwhile. I don’t know how I’ll keep living if he dies.” These statements are primarily about grief, and they are not unusual. But at a spiritual level, these statements may also be about temptation, about placing one’s hope and values in something other than God. The stress that follows a physical trauma can bring the issue of idolatry to a head, and a person’s response may indicate the spiritual dynamic set in motion by the event. Is he or she turning toward or away from God in the aftermath of the trauma?”[17]

The war-related trauma can be applied in the same way as above. In other words, the experience can be interpreted as the time of wilderness through the biblical lenses. And the traumatized can be drawn into or turn against God when adapting to the civilian life. Even if all the intervention skills and human efforts are established, a positive result is not always expected. Honestly, it is evident that we, as Christians, need to recognize the spiritual realm working beyond our intellectual horizon with a humble mind. And the fact that an acquisition of tacit awareness inspired by Holy Spirit can be the determinable factor for the understanding for a real interpretation of traumatic events should be accepted even if all kinds of analytical efforts are ruined.       

At the near end of the book of Job, God started asking Job series of questions which ultimately overwhelmed Job. The questions God raised were not simply questions but it seemed to be a method for profound teachings. For example, God asked “Where were you when I laid the earth’s foundation? Tell me, if you understand” (In Job 38:4). Between God and Job, there was not any analysis of misfortune, cause and effects, and any intellectual rationales. Ironically, this narrative chapters indicates how self-centered humans are and how much we are embedded in our tendencies of imposing on God with the flaws of our intellectual process.

Secondly, it is worthwhile to ask that the traumatic events can cause an individual to permit demons to inhabit in his private world. Such a demons-inhabitation can develop into a demon-possession if demons can successfully gain ground in the internal world from the inside out. When someone is possessed by demons, many Christians seem to be interested in dispelling by using Jesus’ name. In addition, Christians are able to resist against Satan because Christians are authorized to use His name. The real problem is that Satan is very good at deceiving people and masquerading itself into the angel of light. Due to this, it seems that demons-inhabitation is not seriously dealt with. Therefore, it is assumed that demons are manipulating the traumatized to dwell on their miserable memories, in which demonic strongholds are established.

Therefore, “is it possible to forge a path that seeks neither “oblivion” on the one hand nor “revenge” on the other?”[18] From a perspective of spiritual warfare, it is highly probable that Satan tactically schemes many frequent occurrences of traumatic accidents. These traumatic events may become utilized as the resource for spiritual developments. This experience of traumatic events occur since even if we are redeemed by His grace, we as Christians are still influenced by the power of sin because we are living in a fallen world. There seems to be a fine line we, as Christians, need to be very careful in discerning.

 

 

Conclusion

                In the beginning of this paper, my personal story of car accident was presented. Even if I was not hospitalized, it took eight months for me to finish the medical treatment. Even if the quick medical intervention prevented me from the occurrence of chronic headache, it was true that I experienced something strange in my body. As mentioned earlier, the body which absorbed the physical impact established by a powerful external force resulted in the rearrangement of my internal elements. This resulted in my body weight not being evenly distributed between my right and left foot. So, I spent considerable time in adjusting myself through physical training and rehabilitation exercises.

                If the car accident happened to me in the environment where the rapid intervention of crisis was not accessed, my body will have experienced a worse case of reorganization than what had happened in the past. But, apart from the assumption of whether the opportune intervention of crisis was established or not, this car accident caused me to decide to go study at the Tyndale Seminary. Although being at the seminary school does not necessarily indicate the spiritual growth, it is very evident that God wants me to experience the spiritual development while using all the events I met in my life.  If I ever have the opportunity to encounter those who are struggling with war-related traumas, I would praise them when they are able to achieve spiritual growth rather than dwelling on their personal traumatic experiences. The determinable factor which influences the traumatized to turn to or against God is still a mystery to me. So, the ability of a counselor to determine the cause for the individual’s reaction to God is not the most important thing. It is evident that the acquisition of patience, love, meekness and other fruits of Holy Spirit are more important elements comprising of counselor skills.

                Personally, it took a considerable time for me to start interpreting the occurrence of car accident, which could be traumatic through both biblical and lenses of God. And the support from churches and God’s people were such a great help to me. But, all these are secondary since it seems to me that God wanted one individual to stand alone in front of God at certain phase of each one’s life stages. Consequently, it is very likely that all the counseling skills, all the humanitarian efforts and approaches are supplementary are not determinable factors in understanding God’s secret.

                It is a great blessing when the traumatized come out with the newly established interpretation on the events after the deep root of significant sources, which had long been unnoticeable, is painstakingly removed through the traumatic events. After all, it is very likely that God wants us to experience the paradigm shift from the focus on traumatic events to the genuine presence of God.

 

 

 

Bibliography

 

August, Lynn R., and Barbara A. Gianola. “Symptoms of War Trauma Induced Psychiatric Disorders: Southeast Asian Refugees and Vietnam Veterans.” International Migration Review 21, no. 3 (October 1, 1987): 820–832. doi:10.2307/2546624.

 

Bidwell, Duane R. “Developing an Adequate ‘Pneumatraumatology’: Understanding the Spiritual Impacts of Traumatic Injury.” Journal of Pastoral Care & Counseling 56, no. 2 (June 1, 2002): 135–143.

 

Floyd, Scott. Crisis Counseling: A Guide for Pastors and Professionals. Grand Rapids, Mich.: Kregel Academic & Professional, 2008.

 

Getsinger, Stephen H. “Pastoral Counseling and the Combat Veteran.” Journal of Religion and Health 14, no. 3 (July 1, 1975): 214–219.

 

Hill, Clara E. Helping Skills: Facilitating Exploration, Insight, and Action. Washington, DC: American Psychological Association, 2009.

 

Hunsinger, Deborah van Deusen. “Bearing the Unbearable: Trauma, Gospel and Pastoral Care.” Theology Today 68, no. 1 (April 1, 2011): 8–25.

 

Klempner, Mark. “Navigating Life Review Interviews with Survivors of Trauma.” The Oral History Review 27, no. 2 (July 1, 2000): 67–83.

 

Sigmund, Judith A. “Spirituality and Trauma: The Role of Clergy in the Treatment of Posttraumatic Stress Disorder.” Journal of Religion and Health 42, no. 3 (October 1, 2003): 221–229.

 



[1] Sigmund, “Spirituality and Trauma,” 226.
[2] Ibid.
[3] Hunsinger, “Bearing the Unbearable,” 13.
[4] Ibid., 11.
[5] Ibid., 13.
[6] August and Gianola, “Symptoms of War Trauma Induced Psychiatric Disorders,” 821.
[7] Getsinger, “Pastoral Counseling and the Combat Veteran,” 216.
[8] Hunsinger, “Bearing the Unbearable,” 16.
[9] Ibid.
[10] Hill, Helping Skills, 90.
[11] Hunsinger, “Bearing the Unbearable,” 17.
[12] Floyd, Crisis Counseling, 132.
[13] Klempner, “Navigating Life Review Interviews with Survivors of Trauma,” 72.
[14] Getsinger, “Pastoral Counseling and the Combat Veteran,” 217.
[15] Ibid., 218.
[16] Sigmund, “Spirituality and Trauma,” 227.
[17] Bidwell, “Developing an Adequate ‘Pneumatraumatology,’” 135.
[18] Hunsinger, “Bearing the Unbearable,” 16.

Reflection on "God at war"


Resume of the book      

The conflict between the kingdom of God and the kingdom of Satan is well examined through fundamental lenses of biblical themes in this book. Especially, the concept of transforming the evil into goodness eventually, while interpreted as God’s providence, is contested by logical assumptions. For example, it is rationally demonstrated that God created angels as beings that can exercise their freewill. This argument aligns itself with the assertion that devils cause catastrophe not because they work as secret agents for God but because they will it.

In other ways, the author talks about the spiritual realm between God and human beings. Boyd adds that many angels and demons, depicted as many lesser gods mythologized in Old Testament, serve for their masters as the owner of autonomy in the quasi-democratic atmosphere. It can also be interpreted that devils can become fully tricked by angels in order to temporarily serve God even if they tried to serve Satan with their voluntary heart. Therefore, although the story of Job in OT seems to support Augustine’s interpretation, it seemed that the author provided a slight re-examination of Augustine’s approach.

In addition to that, the approaches generated from between monotheistic and polytheistic are manifested as the established concept accepted through the times of OT. The supernatural events written in the book of exodus are conflicts between God and polytheistic gods commonly accepted among primitive people near the Israel.

Apart from all these miraculous events, one more thing the author advocates is God’s creation story based on the perspective of spiritual warfare. It is interpreted that God created humans to engage them to execute spiritual warfare so that He can restore the earth. The perspective of viewing the creation account in Genesis, especially the creation of human being, as the restoration God planned to achieve, provides the reader with the possibility that all the accounts of OT can be translated through the prism of spiritual warfare.

As proclaimed through the prophetic message by God in the beginning of Genesis, Jesus was sent in God’s timing to wage war against the darkness. If the conflict between the darkness and God was demonstrated on the macro level, the advent of Jesus teaches us the kingdom of God on the micro level. And the conflict between Jesus and demons seemed to be so vivid and real.

However, it is very likely that many Christians remains in the state where they are saved and they accept Jesus as the personal savior. Becoming the spiritual warrior and accepting Jesus as the top commander of spiritual warfare on which God desperately would like to bring as many Christians as possible to which some find to be an undesirable state.

Ironically, early church Christians and apostles took it for granted that they were engaged with spiritual warfare. Rather than developing intelligible approaches to problem of evil or something disastrous, they seemed to expect something bad to happen, for they proactively engaged themselves for the expansion of kingdom of God against the kingdom of darkness.

It is very likely that congregations and leaders at early churches obtained the better awareness of eschatology instinctively. ‘Already but not yet’ is not theological fad in which Christians use their intelligence to acquire the depth of understanding but the decree where Christians should fight against the darkness to snatch the detained in ‘not yet’ realm into ‘already’ domain.

At this point, the author emphasizes the meaning of Jesus’ crucifixion on the cross and His resurrection as the most powerful weapon to destroy Satan’s kingdom. In other words, the scriptures written in the Bible strengthens our faith with the conviction that Jesus defeated Satan primarily and all Christians need to engage themselves with the continuous work against remaining enemies.

Furthermore, the apocalyptic scriptures in the Bible empower us, for they were fulfilled in His timing and the destiny of Satan will be achieved as written in scriptures. Based on the characteristic of scriptural words, it is not worth overestimating Satan and all the demons. However, if biblical scriptures are examined deeply under the perspective of enlightenment and post-modern approaches, Christians can be convinced to underestimate the power of Satan instead. Christians should neither overestimate nor underestimate Satan. In terms of this, the words of God are regarded as a both the remedy and weapon.

Finally, it is strongly suggested that all the Christians should engage themselves with spiritual warfare. To fight and to resist against the kingdom of darkness is depicted as the task Christians actively and proactively should take on.

 

Strength and weakness of the book

                The warfare perspective provides us with the correct understanding of the characteristic of God in terms of systematic theology. Although the warfare perspective is not sufficient for us to acquire the full awareness of who God is, it seems that this perspective at least creates room to be able to be more accepting of the characteristic of God and spiritual beings. But, this approach only brings the reader to the parameter around the perfect acknowledgement of God. Therefore, if all kinds of perspectives are inherently imperfect in acknowledging God fully, the war perspective should be one of them.

                For example, when Jesus was asked by the Pharisees “who is blamed for the illness?” he responded to the crowd by saying “he was born this way to glorify God.” It is believed that this occasion shows us the weakness of human being, which is the proclivity to manifest the cause and the effect, that is deeply rooted inside in us. Even if there is the cause from God’s side, some of the causes cannot be validated intelligibly from our side.

Despite the fact that a lot of researches on ancient documents have helped us to gain more understanding, this doesn’t change the fact that God can have no relation to evil and the dualism is not the healthy view to examine the conflict between God and Satan. In addition, it seems reasonable that the acknowledgement of warfare perspective should leave us with the obvious ignorance. Honestly, the deeper our knowledge of God grows, the deeper our ignorance of God grows.

                In my estimation, although the author has a flexible susceptibility in understanding the issue of spiritual warfare and the supernatural, it seems that all the approaches have been achieved from the perspective of a reformed Christian. However, if “God at war” was written with a Pentecostal colour, then the approach and contents of the book may have been painted radically different.

                Ultimately, the supremacy of Jesus and the fulfillment of biblical scriptures are the most powerful source that all Christians should use as a foundation of their faith. It is undeniable that the kingdom of Satan will be replaced by the kingdom of God in His time due to the fulfillment of apocalyptic prophets. On the other hand, it seems that this intelligence-attached approach does not teach finely regarding how the individual Christian should be prepared, as one imperative entity who can considerably dedicate oneself to the creation of spiritual dynamics.

                When it comes to the story of the exodus from Egypt into the Promised Land, some books of the Bible recorded different lengths of time for the period in which the Israelite people were held captive as slaves. Genesis 15:13 and while Act 7:6 say four hundred years, Exodus says four hundred and thirty years. What is more, Act 13 says four hundred year and fifty years.

Based on the intellectual comparison of all these, it is possibly assumed that whether how early Moses was changed or not could be quasi-decisive factor in terms of spiritual warfare. Although God’s covenantal commitment is the primary factor, it seemed the effort that Moses had to put in into the war to mold him into becoming the God’s container is often overlooked. In essence, Moses had to fight against all that had influenced thus far like his education and experiences in the palace of Egypt. Presumably, the internal war against his mind inhabited by demons seems to consume more time than it was expected.

                At this point, it is suggested that we, as Christians, have sparse inhabitation of demons right inside of our mind. Furthermore, it is very likely that our mind is endless battle field which is where the acquisition of holiness and fruits of Holy Spirit should be achieved. If the supremacy of Jesus and intellectual depth of biblical scripture are determinable factor for the warfare, it should be emphasized that Christians, as spiritual warriors, need to obtain the holiness, fruits of Holy Spirit and repentance through the daily discipline. It is very likely that holiness and fruits of Holy Spirit are, even if not considered determinable factor from God’s side, quasi-determinable factor which may seem to be ignored in this book.

                In this context, it seems that the author was not fully convincing in his interpretation and his perspective of spiritual warfare. And if accompanied with more actual experiences about the inhabitation of demon in minds of Christians in details, this book would be very abundant. Furthermore, there is a need for a more in-depth description on how demons desperately try to resist in order to keep their territories to not to be replaced by God’s kingdom. And sometimes some of the emotions and thoughts we accept in our minds on a daily basis does not originate form ourselves but come from demonic spirits.

When embraced undetected and undiscerned, demons start implanting their foothold and enlarge their territory. If our minds, sparsely or abundant, are inhabited by demons, these areas should be conquered by the Holy Spirit. And this internal war seems to be tougher than the way most people think it should be. When these mechanisms are examined clearly, it seems that all Christians can defend themselves from considering the spiritual warfare as romanticized experiences, which are to be highly recommended.

Obviously, only reading the records of Jesus’ exorcism ministry and dispelling demons does not help anymore when actually having experiences in seeing Satanic epilepsy and healing of the blind which I have seen on the spot. It is believed that although the author successfully did in demythologizing demons through many volumes of intellectual works, still, there seem some elements which cause readers to take the spiritual war as romanticized steps.

Realistically, those who have lots of experience in destroying many territories inside of their minds are qualified to become real spiritual warriors. It is highly likely that they can change the world either locally or internationally, for they actually change their internal world. Even if they fail to change physical territory into God’s kingdom, they would have at least made an impact to a lesser degree.

But, if some Christians are determined to change unreached areas such as 10/40 windows spiritually while failing to dispel demons which have long inhabited in their mind, their efforts will be total nonsense. Unfortunately, many Christians seem to be highly deceived. If our mind is viewed under the spiritual microscope aided by the issue of holiness, fruits of repentance and Holy Spirit and fight against sin, the contents in this book could effectively enable us to become well-prepared spiritual soldiers.

When various responsibilities from the perspective of human beings are examined, this book could be well-balanced but the book seemed to fail in emphasizing the human responsibilities. There is definitely a danger in emphasizing of human responsibilities have lots of possibilities to lead Christians to become more legalistic but there was only emphasis on God’s fulfillment of prophetic messages.

Satan should be neither overestimated nor underestimated. As a whole, it seems that this book provides me with many insights enabling Christians not to overestimate the enemy. But, when it comes to the other side of mental preparation, this book seems to show weakness in equipping Christians not to underestimate.

Monday, 20 January 2014

The earthquake events in my life and how will these experiences shape me as a Christian counselor?


When reflecting upon the experiences that could be the cause of any countertransference issues, one of the main events originated with my brother. In fact, the earthquake event in my family was that my older brother was diagnosed as having serious problems in his brain in 1985.  Furthermore, the problems in his brain have long caused him to experience seizures. Upset with the vicarious situation, he tried to channel his frustration through playing video and computer games. So, my brother became addictive to video arcades. My mother, who knew how to be in the field of classical music, couched my brother for a very long time. In essence, she tried to equip him with musical skills so that he may stand firmly on the ground.  However, in this time-consuming process, the relationship between my mother and my brother became something of an unhealthy alliance which had created voids which I became responsible for and had to fulfill by myself. My mother’s proactive engagement with my brother’s situations developed because of an insufficient disengagement from each other. As a result, this dysfunctional bond between my mother and brother kept on implicitly sending me the message that “I have to be mature, for my brother is ill.” Therefore, I became an adult who passed the period of both childhood and youth because I was required to.

One of the areas in which my circumstance forced me to quickly grow in maturity was my education. In South Korea, there is an unreasonable atmosphere where students are required to receive good grades and pass the exam for the university. I did not want to bring extra burden to my family so one of the major steps that I had to take was to pass the entrance test to become a college student. However, my high school grades were terrible. Fortunately, due to the educational system at that time, it was possible to enter into the college if a high quality of physical performance was achieved despite of bad academic achievement at the high school. Since my only option was to enter college by being a physical education student, I was forced to do physical training and was eventually able to enter college this way.  During the one year of hard physical training in high school I had been exposed to many types of abuse. Furthermore, I forced to continue to remain under the atmosphere where emotional abuses were established often during my years in college life. In addition, my experiences in the Korean army strengthened the tendency of abusing emotionally and trading abusive comments with others. This personal experiences were very influential  in that even though I have healed and acquired maturity to move past them,  there are still traces of the impact  that remains somewhere in many layers of my development of self.

            In terms of countertransference issues, it is imaginable that I might become either hostile or upset in the clinical setting of pastoral counseling when encountering someone who experienced the illness like my brother did. Even if it is understandable that the person is in need of care and support, it seems that I came to having built-up anger inside when taking more responsibilities and being asked to be mature quickly. Especially, those who remain childish or show lack of maturity can also trigger me to think of the past environment. I am aware of this difficulty because when I needed to help my brother, I  unintentionally expressed my anger sometimes rather than drawing the compassionate emotion from my combined layer of emotion. Similarly, when encountering a counselee who causes me to project the image of my brother unto them, it will be challenging to handle the combined emotions of both compassion and anger

            Secondly, the combination of both the family earthquake event and the transitioning period from a harsh physical training in high school, to the university and to the military service shaped me into task-oriented person rather than human-oriented person. In addition to this, the tendency of viewing things through the prism of “black or white thinking” and “being judgmental” rather than “being discernible” were elements comprising of the layers in me. Furthemore, all these characteristics were strengthened by the atmosphere of Korean society which is very fast-paced, competitive, and result-based. It seems to me that all these mixtures of elements might cause me to unintentionally trespass the emotional boundary of a counselee where the psychological security should be respected and hinders me from being empathetic with counselee in the professional clinical setting.

Apart from this, the elements that have shaped some of my inner layers result in a tendency to try to think of the next answer before and without fully engaging with what the counselee says. If the counselor has to pause for the intervention because he or she fully is listening attentively to the counselee’s talk, it is evident that occasional silences seem much better than being mentally prepared for the next answer while attending to counselees. Furthermore, it is not right for me to like to either intrude or interrupt the conversation instead of using the healthy intervention. This is related to the tendency of using closed question rather than open question which may mar the development of therapeutic relationship between the counselor and counselee. It is believed that a good counselor is a good conversationalist. Even if I know from the experience that the restatement or paraphrase of what other people say allow people feel lighter, I have been incapacitated by how I had been shaped not to use good conversational skills.

            In addition, the mixture of all these elements in me allowed me to experience the intense interpersonal relationship as well. It is very strange to say that I was extremely drawn toward certain types of people who would be considered by most to be emotionally damaged. This was especially true when meeting some women in the past. There was a feeling of being intensely connected within a short period of time is now interpreted. In essence, it is these types of encounters which have a great potential to be very unhealthy and at time may cause the relationship of counselor and counselee to be destructive in clinical setting.  When encountering some counselees with whom counselors are tempted to establish the intense interpersonal relationship, it might be beneficiary as the strength enabling counselor to be emphatic with the acknowledgement of counselee in terms of engagement. However, when it is needed to disengage counselor with counselee for the therapeutic alliance, certain problems may arise. Moreover, whenever pastors are situated to have counselling in a private setting, it seems to me that all pastors are exposed to all the potential dangers, for pastors are human beings and they do not know who are going to be their counselee. At this point, the cognitive awareness of behavior patterns counselors had before and what is going to be when failing to do with counselees in desperate need of disengagement will be remedy for destructive outcome.  Consequently, it is believed that if the relationship between counselor and counselee fail to become a therapeutic alliance, the relationship might be damage either of parties or devastate both parties.

Lastly, most of the authority figures that I have encountered in my life, such as teachers, professors, and military officers have strengthened the tacit message that grace is rewarded when I deserve. Their concept of grace was in direct contrast with the concept of grace found in the bible that grace is given as a gift. Even if it is known that His grace is given to us as a gift, the schemas developed through the experiences regarding the authority had long hindered me from acquiring internally the theological element of knowing God. Still, it is very true that I am restrained by the image of God associated with the leaders who always looked at problematic sides I had and were judgmental. Underneath the image of God I agree intellectually, there have been a real side of God which is incongruent with what I know. Thus I recognize that for the quality of becoming a good pastoral counselor, elements of psychological, theological, cognitive and spiritual layers should be well integrated. But, if theological elements are compartmentalized so that imperative elements may fail to integrate, it seems to be possible that counselor leads counselee to interpret all kinds of life issues with human-centered philosophy, rather than God-centered perspectives in clinical setting. Therefore, when counselees that are older than me trigger me to think of any authority figures, comes into the counseling session, the role of counselor would be compromised for me.  That is unless the new addition of viewing the authority figures was included by the other earthquake event in my family which happened through the immigration of my family from Korea to Canada.

Since the immigration, the authority figures and leaders I encountered were more focused on the horizontal relationship rather than the relationship being vertical. At first, it took a while to culturally adapt myself to the new environment. And it was really challenging to endure the slowness in Canada from the perspective of Korean immigrant. Thus, it was from the considerable years of settlement that my disposition shifted from the corporate body to the individual unit, from being judgmental to being discernible and from the strong justice side of God to love of God. However, during this transformational phase, my family and I have also experienced many types of failures, pains and frustrations. Due to the series of financial failures, money became the decisive factor before launching some works. Furthermore, I realized that my skills in the English language which I considered to be my main resource that provided me with confidence while staying in Korea was poor when compared to the native English speakers in Canada. Thus the source of some of my security and significance were shaken. But even if all these confessions of what have happened to me and my family are about pain and suffering, it is also a source of great thanks to God since he chose to reveal what I really trusted. And it seems that all the occasions brought about by the immigration corrected me to understand God. What’s more, as a future counselor, it is hopeful that the integration of these experiences will transform me so that I may help other counselees understand God’s love and plan for them. After all, the depth of understanding God and the healthy interpretation of all my personal life events are the most imperative element in becoming a good pastoral counselor.  

In conclusion, there was an incident in the end of 2011, when I decided to flee from the church which is one of the biggest Korean immigration churches instead of fighting against the pastor. Rather than the fact I admitted many types of abuses in the past, it seems to me that I acquired the personal growth, for I did not permit any type of emotional abusiveness, forcible way or unfair treatment to happen. Thus, as for my future challenge, I would like to say that I will no longer stay under abusive conditions as a norm but reject it when I recognize it. Now, it seems to me that if I fail to settle in any community and combine well each element from both Korea and Canada, I think to myself “sticking to unilateral side would be more beneficial than fragile mixture of two different cultures. This is my weakness I have to overcome and an on-going process of developing me.